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Monday, 25 July 2011

From my collection called "The Dishcloth."

The Dishcloth

Scurrying, hurrying,
running through the night,
hiding, crying, knowing
there’s nowhere to go but home,
nothing out here to fear,
nothing compared to you,
pacing the room,
fuming, waiting
for my return.

I didn’t mean to anger you.
I have added to my sin
the additional crime of flight,
of frightened flight.
I should have stayed
to face your rage.
I was afraid!

I understand how bad I am,
how slow to learn,
how worthless.
I try, I try, to do it right,
but tonight,
I wiped the working surface
with the wrong cloth.

I felt your wrath
behind me as you watched.
I knew I’d used
the wrong cloth.

My feet will not carry me
as I creep through sleeping streets.
I see the light shining
through my door.

I’m sorry I ran.
Please let me in.
Don’t hug me so hard.
It’s my fault, my fault.
I’ll stand here and listen.
I know I’ve done wrong.

Now you’re frowning, glowering,
towering over me.
I’m cowering and cringing.
But I’m listening, I’m listening,
as you explain once again,
as you go slowly over,
the system with the dishcloths.

Monday, 11 July 2011

From a book of poems I am writing about abusive relationships and bullying.

Always in the way

She was always in the way.
Always in the way.
Even while she slept, somehow,
She was always in the way.

Always in the way,
at the beginning of the day
when she brought a cup of tea,
but she never used a tray.

Always in the way,
His music began to play.
Above it, he could never hear
What she was trying to say.

She was always in the way,
from when he first came to stay,
even though she tried to please him 
She was always in the way
                                          
She was always in the way
He would often have to say
“Get out of my way!
Why are you always in the way?”

She was always in the way
even on their wedding day,
Even though she promised
to love, honour and obey.

She was always in the way
even when she passed away,
he missed an important football match
the day she passed away.

She was always in the way,
as he grew old and grey.
As he tried to sleep, her memory
was always in the way.